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| let me find out that you are talking more shit..
let me fucking catch you looking at me...
and how fucking dare you say something to me...
dont make me fucking were your shit out bitch!!! go back to fucking middle school. grow the fuck up..you dont hate me. you hate yourself and you cant handle that so you need someone to fucking blame..HE left YOU, not ME, remember that..and now since hes crawling back you automatically take him back..well all i have to say and the only opinion i have on you is that your niave..i respected the fact that you hated him bc you had reason but now yours just dumb. | | |
| well, right now i am amazingly relaxed i just slept for a total of 18 hours, yes 18 hours. i feel so good right now. i want to do something today but i dont know what. i think ill either call aussie or sterling to see what they are doing tonight. wednesday was great, i drove out to odu after work and met some really great kids, i love meeting new ppl especially when theyve never been to western branch. after a little while justin came out there from the beach and brought some of his friends, one from basic. that was great, i love hanging out with him, he is truely my best friend, no matter the distance. he leaves and we pick back up. he left this morning, i would have hung out with him yesterday if i had known that he was going to be leaving this morning, that makes me feel shitty. but hopefully he'll come home soon. im going to miss him sooo much. anyways, after we left odu we all left and rolled up at wags house, where i descovered a mr shawn hall..our mothers are best friends..so that was kind of weird, plus he was horribly wasted, a whole bottle of grey goose and beer to the point there was no count. after we left wags house we went to lizzle dizzles, it was probably 3:30 and all of us stayed the night, justin and his friends had to leave before we got to wags, so liz, chrissy, me, wag, this other kid justin, shawn, and sterling, stayed the night. me, shawn and sterling stayed up till 730am just talking, (all still drinking) so shawn was just about pasted out, i oddly enough wasnt buzzing what soo ever, and i drank as many beers as sterling, but he wasnt buzzing either, maybe it was the moderate drinking, we were chugging beers anymore we were just drinking. by the time it was light out, shawn had passed out, sterling stole his pillow and made a bed next to me on the floor. less than two hours later the boys had to leave, shawn decided he wanted to drive home and he was not fit so they had to take care of him. i went and got DUNKIN MOTHER FUCKING DONUTS and brought it back to liz, chrissy went with. we ate and then i left, went home and crashed...and now here i am. these past couple of days have been GREAT! ha. lets do it again. buh-bi folks! | | |
| well, xanga hasnt been my choice of online journaling, ive been on my myspace more so than anything. ive decided that school is only good to me so that i make lots of money when i get older. the social shit, nahh..im just going to say fuck that shit. if ppl want to talk to me, thats fine, im going to hug and talk to the ppl that actually matter to me. not just the ones that talk to you, just to get the scoop, to start drama. no cool.
well i have work 6 days a week now, i work two jobs, gamestop and applebees. gamestop is only seasonal, unless they really like me, theyll keep me. but really, i only know about the games i play, not all the sports ones, and little kid ones. ill get it all eventually. plus im pretty good at selling, i can persuade a customer they need the product, marketing class, it works. i dont really like it at gamestop, except for juan and chris, other than that, im the only girl, and i get hit on TOO much. applebees, ppl talk WAY too much shit about one another, and i can only imagine what they have to say about me. i hate ppl like that, that just continuously talk shit and then act like they are cool with you. whatever. they arent even worth talking to really. i go in, do my job, and leave.
now i have to go to school..fun. | | |
| life sucks..live up what happiness you get out of it.. | | |
| day 1
current events.
Current mood: broken
Category: Cars
hey you guys i might not be on this for awhile.
reason being is because i got in a car accident and the only reason why im on here now is because im not passed out.
in the end, i totalled my car, by flipping it.. broke my nose.. which now i have to see a plastic surgen to replace a chunk of.. other than that i came out lucky with just some bumps and bruises..
it could have been worse.. especially because i landed upside down--i could have been trapped, killed, paralysed, completely broken and ripped apart, etc.
im just lucky..
now im off to see the surgen at 3*30 sometime..? i dont know i see him today. i hope i dont have to rebreak it. omg i would die. i dont want to think about it. it finally stopped hurting because im on 500mg of vicatin.{sp?}
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day 2
current events part 2
Current mood:  annoyed
Category: Cars
well i saw the doc yesterday and he wanted catscans done and he wanted my xrays. so me and moms went all the way back to obici to get the catscan done and pick up my xrays. all of that took 4 hours. well my plastic surgen says with the way my eye is bruising i could have broken this thing called an orbital or something. its a piece between my eye and my nose. it wasnt so bad looking yesterday when i saw him. but i woke up this morning not being able to see out of my right eye. its bigger and redder and gunkeyer. ugh its gross. and the doc wants me to see him today around 2 something. it fucking sucks. i wish that i could just get better. i have too many things to do. i cant fail school. i now have to quit fall ball. which fucking sucks. work--i dont even know what to do about that. work is my grade. but they understand. one guy from my work actually brought roses to my house and a card. he is such a sweetheart. i probably will end up in homebound by the way dr singer{my surgen} is talking. hes talking about weeks of treatment and all kinds of bullshit. my face is just fucked up. itll heal. im just so impatient about this shit. i have too much shit going on in my life to worry about whether or not ill be blind or whatever!
im just sick of being in pain and being sick and not being able to move. at this moment im being bitched at for being on the comp. im out. bitches and hoes!
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day 3
current events part 3
Current mood:  sore
Category: Cars
well my eyes are perfectly fine. i just have two black and blue ones. but my nose is deff broken. its actually shattered on one side. so they have to reconstruct that side of my nose and hope that the other side supports it so that it doesnt calapse and cause more surgery. but they say its a ruitine prosedure, so im not to scared. they are going to put me under on friday. im going into surgery to fix all of it. the lttle piece missing from my nose they will skin graph from the back of my ear. kinda gross but hey i get my nose back. im probably going to end up on home bound..ill be missing the next two weeks. this week and next week. catching up would be a bitch. so i think im considering it as an option if not then i can see my GPA plunging and that would kill my chances of college. other than that you guys can stop worrying. i didnt die and life is okay...except for these constant headaches. but ill live...hey i already survived once.
samantha--its all your fault its just because i know you. haha just kidding girl, i love you.
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